This time was different

I'm not the type to get my heart broken, I'm not the type to get upset and cry
cause I'll never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye. Relationships don't get deep to me, never got that whole enough thing, and someone can say they love me truly but at the time it didn't mean a thing.
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round and deep inside my tears I'll drown. I'm losing grip,what's happening? I stray from love, this is how I feel.

This time was different, felt like I was just a victim and it cut me like a knife when you walked outta my life.
Now I'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart but no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed? cause it's hurting me to let it go, maybe cause we spend so much time and I know that there's no more.
I shoulda never let you hold me baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. I didnt give it to you on purpose.

You can't figure out how you stole my heart.